After an event the other day which excited me and me liberated while feeling feminine, I have come to the conclusion that I identify with with being gender fluid. I might come to different conclusions as I experiment more, but I want to just to tell you that I believe I am, and I feel I am gender fluid. It's a relief.
When I discovered and accepted this about myself, it was a revelation, and it has become one of the treasures of my life. Looking back, it was always this way, I just didn't have the concepts and terms with which to observe or contemplate it with, but coming here to ec has given me those.
It's great. I knew it wasn't just crossdressing when I felt the way I did the other day, but then today I have felt male. The feeling of femininity I had the other night was different to what I've had before. I realise now I can be both.
well you could try clothings, hair styling, just experiment with it, do what makes you feel good and decide which way to go eventually
Knowing me I might change my mind... I need to experiment when I have time to myself while my family is not around. I have a couple of hours today...sooo I might put on a dress and heels and a wig and see how it feels for an hour or two