I know this might sound crazy buttt... I have these shorts that go down to my knees, but when I sit they go up to above mid thigh (weird right?). For the longest time I have been imagining that they are boxers when I sit. I don't actually own any boxers. No idea why I imagine that they are boxers. Kinda also remember how in use to wish I could fit into those short shorts, though I knew I would never wear them in public. I wonder if back then I was trying to just fit into the image of a girl. Sometimes I still see a cute outfit that has short shorts and I feel the urge to wear it. Unkind of feel like because of that maybe I'm not trans which I know isn't true. It is just a doubt that pops up out of no where. I can stop wearing cute girl outfits easy enough and with no regert, but I know I would be miserable if in had to give up my boy's clothes.
