Recently I started questioning my sexuality about a year ago, and came to the conclusion that maybe I'm gender-fluid, though I always tend to have VERY dysphoric days (about one a month for about a week or so) and vivid dreams about having a penis (when I wake up after having them, I get extremely dysphoric). Then-again, it's only about once a month for about a week when I have dysphoria this bad. Also, (some days it's worse than others, but) I tend to get self-conscious about my chest, (more-so when I'm wearing a bra as they accentuate them). As a child As a child, I had a few classmates start a rumor that I was born a boy, but got a sex-change to be female cause my parents already had a boy. Also, when I was younger instead of wearing a swimsuit, I'd wear a pair of shorts and run through the sprinkler with my brother (this was at home). I always considered myself a "tomboy" growing up, as I wasn't into the "girly things" like Barbies, or make-up (still not), etc.