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Sudden dysphoria

Discussion in 'Gender Identity and Expression' started by confuzzled82, May 19, 2015.

  1. confuzzled82

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    This kinda started last night, but really culminated this morning when I woke up and certain things, um...., demanded attention. I logically know those parts being like that is an indication that I'm healthy, but it's just making me even more uncomfortable. Normally that thing isn't more than a minor annoyance, but all of a sudden, eww. Anyone have tricks for dealing with this? My dysphoria is usually more social, and as far as my body, it's higher up...
     
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    Innocent little me once didn't even realize when my friend and his girlfriend were trying to seduce me...
    Could you be a bit more specific...?

    I also usually have more social dysphoria... although I can't stand my stupid shell unless I'm fully clothed...
     
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    I don't usually have this much of a oroblem with it, but when I woke up, there was no ignoring it's presence, I pretty much wanted to reach down and tear it right off my body. I'm still clutching my body pillow trying to forget about it. Can't even bring myself to take off my panties to take a shower...
     
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    Oh, okay, I thought it was either that or another thing.

    I usually just lie there until it's gone, wishing myself to be gone during...
    We both know it's not us, which is what makes it so damn hard.

    I'm so sorry you have to go through that today.
    I had a similar experience a week or two ago... I was in the shower and just totally collapsed...
    I can barely look at myself anymore, barely even my face even though I have an androgynous face...

    Are you talking to a gender therapist? I'm gonna see one as soon as I can...
     
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    I'm working on finding one, but.... Budget..... I'd like to maybe start HRT as well....
     
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    yeah, I'm going to do that too, if it's the last thing I do... heh, that's grim...

    Would it be possible to set aside an amount of money each month, maybe?

    hugs <3