Demigirl? Tomboy?

Hi!

So, I've been a girl all my life. AFAB, she/her etc., and I'm perfectly comfortable with that. On the other hand, though, femininity isn't me. Makeup, dresses, low-cut shirts, heels etc. all look... wrong, for lack of better word. Feel that way too. I have dreams of being a guy, and would be perfectly fine if I woke up one day as a guy; would switch pronouns and everything. No fuss. I feel like demigirl fits, but is this really just being a tomboy?

Please don't just say 'take your time, you'll work it out'; I get that. I'm just asking fir some help in maybe making that process slightly shorter?

Thanks; I really appreciate it

 

I found a better word than wrong! It feels like someone's taken an image and photoshopped it; looking at pictures of myself when I had long hair is the same. It looks like someone's taken my face and put it somewhere where it doesn't belong. It's only really 'acceptable' to me in hoody/tracksuit stuff, flannels and jeans, and those gender-neutral t-shirts that you buy at conventions and stuff.

All this makes me feel like I'm just suffering from special snowflake syndromoe, but.... It's just not.... right.... Please help? Thanks