So today is an amaze balls [gosh I love that word] day for me. I put my new binder on for the first time ever. OH MY GOSH Y'ALL IT WAS EVERYTHING !!!!! I put it on [after about 15 minutes struggling to stretch it a bit to get it over my shoulders] and tossed my t-shirt on. I looked down and I LOOKED LIKE A MAN. :icon_bigg My chest was flat as a binder usually makes it and as such it looked like I had pecs. I literally sat there grinning like a fool in the bathroom. Then I immediately shuffled off to my room to hide [as my parents are not in the know about my being trans*]. I jumped on Skype and bugged my best friend to show her. She was like, "OMG YOU PASS!" So yeah, today was pretty awesome for me. Now for the next step: convincing mother to let me buy male clothes. I already know my measurements so that will help big time with shopping. I have a general idea of the types of clothes I want to wear as a guy but haven't thought too deeply since I don't think I'll be getting male clothes until September. That gives me until then to tone my body and try to bulk up a bit. I'm most likely going to post pictures later.
