Is it possible to feel like more than one gender depending on the situation? or is that just a cop out for not wanting to admit to who and what I truly am???
Lots of ppl feel that way. I can feel girl depending on who I am around, but in heavily female spaces I feel male. Sometimes I feel like both. It'd an actual thing. The only thing that never changes is that I wish I was always male
It's definitely a thing, and I suspect it's more common than people realize. You might want to look up genderfluid, bigender, and similar things. There are many people who don't fit just one gender.
It is possible. From what I understand, it is called situational gender fluid. Basically, as you said, you switch genders depending on the situation. I would suggest looking up the ABC's of LGBT on YouTube. It really helped me figure out some stuff about me. The second gender episode is the one about gender fluidity. Hope this helps!