Hey everyone... I have really been confused lately. I have, for the past few years, identified as Gay, and I know that most likely has nothing to do with whats been on my mind... I have been feeling for a while now that I would rather have been a woman. Here's where it gets confusing... I don't actively want to be a woman, but I wish I was. I'm just fine being a guy, but I wish I was one instead. I guess it's an "If I had the choice", but with modern surgery, I do have that choice, in a sense. I am really confused to be perfectly honest... Its been on my mind so much that its starting to bother me daily. With my anxiety, its just one more thing on my mind that bothers me. I just want my life to be on track. With high school having ended, and college far off, I feel really lost and alone; scared even...
