I am a female but I think I am gender-fluid and I want a second opinion. I have always been a tomboy (the extent that the dress I have worn since I was 8 is my prom dress :lol. Well sometimes I not feel like any gender, while sometimes I feel very famine while other times I feel quite masculine. In some lessons I prefer staying with the boys in the class because I find the girls really cheesy and tacky. Also my trans friend asked me if I'm trans as well but I don't feel like him. If any help like binders and clothing would be brilliant. Don't worry about names because I find Lotus to be a unisex name that I like.
You sound like you can definitely be genderfluid to me Baggy clothes can be a help for FtM/enby AFABs who want to look more male or androgynous. Also, have you thought of pronouns? Are you comfortable with she/her or would you prefer gender neutral pronouns? If you're not sure, you can try out gender neutral pronouns and see how they feel - maybe with your trans friend and/or on here And Lotus is an awesomely beautiful name btw! :3
Thanks! I might try the pronouns them/their and they because I find things like Xe or Zie to be very clunky and awkward.