When I say "I am a girl" I feel trapped. When I say "I am a boy" nobody is entirely convinced, including myself. When I say "I am genderqueer" it makes me feel special, but i don't know if it's me. I am not sure who i am. It's stressing me out. I've been experiencing some social dysphoria, especially when strangers call me honey or princess. When I wore boy clothes, I felt great. I've always wanted to be a boy, but I don't wanna give up the biologically born female I am. The term I come closest to is genderfluid, but the people who know me practically better than I do say that I am just confused. What if I am? What if I am doomed and should learn to embrace my feminine side :tears: I don't know what to do.
Society's views on trans/nb/fluid folk is probably influencing what others will tell you. Ever heard of Bigender or something Non-Binary?
Problem is, my love for lgbtq+ people might be influencing me. I don't know if I'm being true to myself.