My parents aren't treating me as a girl when I'm a girl, I feel inadequately male when I'm a boy. I wake up every morning not knowing who I'm going to be. I can never have a body that will be right for me all the time. I'm terrified of being seen as a girl even though I hardly even crossdress. My friends don't get it. I've had enough, I don't want to be different. I don't really know why I'm posting this, I guess I'm desperate.
Your feelings are very special. Unfortunately most people still think that gender=sex. They don't understand fluid genders like bigender very well. That's why you have to explain it to them, and even tell them exactly how you want them to treat you. What sucks is that even when you do that far too often they don't listen. Just remember that you're you. And you're great, Par. I always like seeing you around. If it feels hard sometimes you can always come and talk. (*hug*)
