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Questioning Myself

Discussion in 'Gender Identity and Expression' started by LoudNoisesXD, Aug 23, 2015.

  1. LoudNoisesXD

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    So for the last week I've been seriously questioning myself on my gender, I'm thinking I may be FtM. What started this was that recently I've been having some phantom limb experiences in that I have a penis, after a while it passes and I'm left with an empty feeling that something should be there. To explore this feeling I've been looking back to my childhood where I did identify myself as a boy until puberty where I was told to "grow up and start acting like a girl" and around this time I developed depression and anxiety. I was a bit too young and didn't know enough about the issue to put the clues together, I just thought I was experiencing this because of genetics and my feelings of sadness where for no reason, I'm starting to think they were because I couldn't be myself. My current plan is to try dressing more as a boy (with a binder and such) to see if it makes me more comfortable with myself, I'd just like to ask people here if you think that is a good idea, to let me know your thoughts on my story and if there's anything else I can do to settle my feelings on this matter. Thank You :slight_smile:
     
  2. Acm

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    Of course no one but you can say for sure, but it does sound like you could be trans. That sounds like a good idea to explore your feelings, that was something that helped me realise too.