I currently consider myself gender fluid. But I act like a gay male more times than I act a female. I hate having boobs. I just feel like I don't want them. I don't feel like being a female fits ME as a person. But at the same time, I don't want a penis. But I might. I really want to just cut all my hair off too. I don't know what to think or feel at this point. I may just be over thinking everything...
There are several trans men who do not want a penis. I can't tell you if you are transexual or not, that is something only you can decided. I would recommend experimenting with your style, pronouns, and such things. Why not try a pixie cut and style it in a masculine fashion ?