I can't wait until I'm old enough to move out, I'm not out to my family and I feel so trapped. I don't think they'd disown me or anything, I just can't find the courage to tell them. I keep thinking about how I'm going to transition and move away. I won't have to pretend to be a girl anymore and I could go to college. I could find someone who loved me and didn't care that I was trans. I hope in the future I won't even have to come out because I will pass as male and everyone will just assume that I'm a cis guy. I'm going to have to change my name but that'll be okay because I feel like I can just start a new life anyway. I don't know how to explain this feeling, it makes me kind of sad but kind of happy. I won't have to go to my horrible homophobic and transphobic school anymore. I'm already saving up for transition but it's still nowhere near enough lol. Does anyone else feel this way??
