I feel like I need to write something and I don't know what. This is tiring, truly heartbreaking and a constant struggle to just hold on. However, I will never give up because this is who I am and I'm tired of running, of hiding and living a lie. I care for the people I have met here but they are not the reason I go on, I go on because I deserve to be happy and I have to believe that it is possible, that I am not fated to feel this emptiness and pain and I can become the person that I truly am deep inside.
