I really want to be a girl but I don't know what to do my school looks down upon guys who dress like girls or identify themselves as girls
You could always start with small things, like girls underwear and at weekends or after school [ I do it after work] Put on 'girlie' clothes and feel pretty whilst you're on the computer~
What about getting a pre-paid visa card and buy what you want online? If you're afraid of your parents opening your package, if you can, ask a friend if you can ship it to their house.
Assuming you're not trolling ... It will severely undercut your family's ability to trust you, for one. And if you're like me it'll be just another thing to feel guilty about.
OK I won't steal anything but one thing that's weird is I like girls a little more than I did before and because I identify myself as a girl what dose that make me