Am I Genderfluid? I Have No Idea What I am?

I don't really know what I am.

I've never given a thought to my gender but I really thought I was just a cis female but I don't really know?

The thing is, I have dysphoria about my chest/ breasts and many people have told me this isn't exactly 'the usual' or 'normal' for a cis girl. I wish I could get rid of them, they look so unnatural and 'foreign' on me and I feel uncomfortable about how they look on me and I hate going out in public, even to my family if my breasts are more visible. This is why I usually wear several layers of tank tops, clothes and jackets to flatten them out instead of a bra that will just accentuate them, I'm lucky to have been given the gift of tiny A cup breasts but even tho they are small, they are still ther.

But I don't really know what my gender is?

I don't mind she/ her pronouns, they don't bother me at all, I actually prefer them about of all pronouns but I don't know whether that's just because they've been used on me all my life and I've never questioned it. But I pretty much liked being called she.

I sometimes like to dress feminine (skirts etc.) but it's usually more gender neutral but I sometimes feel like dressing more masculine.

It's weird how sometimes I feel like I want to wear a skirt and look very feminine and then most of the time, I don't really care (and I just wear a shirt and leggings or something) and then there are times (not as often tho) where I feel like I want to cut my hear into something more masculine and I want to wear things that are stereotypically more male so I can be perceived as others as more masculine but not exactly as a boy. These times are very infrequent and I've only started feeling this way occasionally maybe just a few weeks ago, at these times, I would like the pronouns they and them but I would still be pretty comfortable with she or her.

This has made me think that maybe I'm genderfluid? But I don't really know? What do you think.

 

You might be genderfluid? I don't know tho