I went to Seattle with a friend I've found over the last year or so, who I have come out to as gay, and now, transgender. She has never dealt with identity issues so she, understandably, got pretty confused. I had to explain to her that I am not androgynous, intersex, into drag, etc. We sat and talked about these things quite a few times, and I've never felt so relieved in my life. A few people know I am gay as well, but I've only ever talked with her in depth about either of these things. I have hidden and ignored/suppressed (very well, mind you) these emotions and feelings my entire life. I've only had to actually face them in the last year and a half or so. We got to be girls together. We chatted about cute boys, clothes/makeup/styles, lgbt issues, all kinds of things I told her all about the girl I see when I clothes my eyes. Who I am. Where I am. We went to Ross and multiple other places to shop. We spent over an hour looking through dresses and cute clothes. I won't sit and talk about every detail, but it was wonderful. I could go on about it forever. I just had the best time out there. I've never felt so open and comfortable in my life. I just want to go back and get those boots and play more hahaha :love:
