So nearly all my life I've known that I wasn't the typical girl and I felt really out of place. However, it wasn't until I learned about sexuality and gender that I came to realise that I was pansexual. At first I thought that, that was it but then it came to my attention that I really didn't know what my gender was. My friends and mum know that I'm questioning my gender but no one else so trying to explore it publicly is somewhat of a problem (also everyone par my friends and mother don't know I'm pan.) I've tried dressing in guy's clothes and binding when I felt like a guy one day and it felt great, the same when I felt like a girl. Other days I've felt more agender or just not been able to figure it out. This is causing me quite a lot of distress and some minor dysphoria so if anyone can help or suggest what gender I might be identifying with that would be amazing. I was thinking I might be genderfluid or trigender but I honestly have no idea. Any suggestions would be great. Thank you.
I have been having the same and I sat did some meditation for quite a while and asked my higher self / inner self 'What gender am I ' So I'm 35% boy ( very specific isn't it - I feel happy now a and it feels right It's so distressing isn't it I was it a state of horror ---------- Post added 1st Nov 2015 at 08:44 AM ---------- There is a time when we are in the womb that we all are the same with our genitalia - I find that very interesting
