I feel Genderfluid, but I would rather be a boy more often, help?

If you still sometimes feel like a girl, you are genderfluid but more often a boy. If you don't really feel like a girl sometimes, you are trans*. On 'girl' days, do you truly feel like a girl, or do you feel more androgynous?

 

Demiboy maybe?

 

I used to feel a lot like that. I identified as genderfluid but preferred being a guy. Turns out I am a guy. Maybe genderfluid did used to describe me, but I suspect I was just mistaking feeling less dysphoric and more indifferent about my gender for actually being a girl. I can't tell you who you are, but I thought you might like to hear about a similar experience to yours and how it turned out.

 

Hi rock fan
I can relate to feeling confused and frightened around gender -
It's been my experience lately too ...

For me I can get so caught up in the feeling boy then it excludes the girl - but for me the women is a given I can feel it in the basis of who I am and I don't have any desire to be a man although I do have a 'phantom penis at times but I wouldn't want one in real time
I enjoy my boy ness and I feel it's integrating a bit more but I love having boobs and women genitals and lipstick

My understanding is transgender people really don't identify with being the sex they were born in and hate it -
They don't feel the birth gender at all - I could be wrong and it's more varied than this transitioning but that's my understanding
I guess for you - you'd need to generate broad research as to what individuals who are full trans go through to determine it - speak to those people individual maybe to get a clear understanding

I feel 35% boy and am happy with this -
I have had periods when I panic and go 'oh my god I'm a boy ' and I properly freak out at the idea - but then if I accept it go with it and say 'yes u are ' I know in my gut and heart I am not -

I guess it's that thing from moving out of the head which can get so obsessive and black and white and move into feeling and gut
Writing and drawing may help
Expressing the realness of gender

Ruby Rose is one to google she identifies as gender fluid and dressing very male and says she doesn't want to transition fully

If there's any women/ girl at the end of it all then trans fluid it is

All best wishes

 

A demiboy is someone who "partially feels like a boy, but not completely" I'd recommend not identifying as that, because it might complicate things. Just consider how you'd like to be biologically and how you'd like to be socially.