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I am happy but sometimes think it is wrong.

Discussion in 'Gender Identity and Expression' started by egresato, Dec 11, 2015.

  1. egresato

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    Hello,

    I am gay. Have been for a long time (maybe second grade). Recently confirmed it since I fell deeply in love with my boyfriend and we have made it work for almost a year.

    I am really thankful for having a boyfriend who is almost perfect. I love him. However, sometimes I get a feeling that this is wrong and depression unleashes in my mind. I begin googling for hours if homosexuality is natural, good, worth of marriage without biological kids, etc...

    I get really depressed and that is not only damaging me, but also my relationship and my partner.

    I need your help and/or advice. I dont want to lose my boyfriend because I love him, but layer on i realize that he cant give me a family and children.