Hello, I am gay. Have been for a long time (maybe second grade). Recently confirmed it since I fell deeply in love with my boyfriend and we have made it work for almost a year. I am really thankful for having a boyfriend who is almost perfect. I love him. However, sometimes I get a feeling that this is wrong and depression unleashes in my mind. I begin googling for hours if homosexuality is natural, good, worth of marriage without biological kids, etc... I get really depressed and that is not only damaging me, but also my relationship and my partner. I need your help and/or advice. I dont want to lose my boyfriend because I love him, but layer on i realize that he cant give me a family and children.