Hi :icon_bigg not for the first time in my life I am questioning my gender, but this time I've decided to not brush it past and take it seriously, does anyone have any tips for me during this time? :help:
Okay, I was born a girl but when I was younger I really wished that I could be boy, I used to pretend to be a guy in my head, pretending that I had something between my legs, and wear boy clothes because I couldn't deal with having a girls body, however I also go through stages of being fine as a girl, then when I got older it only seemed to get more pronounced when I found that I prefer girls but felt like sometimes I would be a guy and that made it difficult in the bedroom as I got really frustrated and feel horrible when I wouldn't have the right parts on my body, I really don't like it so I'm confused about what I am and just need some advice...I hope that explains everything
So, it sounds like you've questioned your gender from a young age. Wanting to be a boy from childhood is a pretty good indicator that you might not be cis. Also, all your descriptions of wanting a penis sounds a lot like body dysphoria. No one can tell you your gender (we need a keyboard shortcut for how often this is said on the forum lol), but you definitely seem to be pointing to a male or nonbinary gender. You should continue experimenting with men's clothing, maybe asking a few people close to you to try out using male pronouns and even a name. If you have any other questions, feel free to ask.
