Hello I am a 17 year old cisgender boy but on Monday I was having trouble sleeping and started to hallucinate and in one of those hallucinations a voice told me that I'm a woman and since then I am feeling very bad. I do not feel like a woman and I always felt like a man,I've always been cisgender,I wore women's clothing when I was little but I did not feel anything special and I have not even wanted to do that again. I never wanted to dress as a woman, never wanted to make up, never wanted to have long hair or have a vagina,I was feeling good about being a cisgender man. But since that night something has told me I'm a woman and this is making me anxious, stressed and very bad, I'm feeling out of me. I know I'm not trans because transsexuality appears in childhood and I had a completely normal childhood as a cisgender boy. What is really happening to me? Please,I need help.
Well, to correct something real quick. Not everyone who is trans knew, or had signs, since childhood. Some don't start showing till puberty, and there are some who can be 70 when they finally figure out they are trans. Now that being said, from everything you wrote I would strongly say you are not transgender. As the other person said, a voice saying you are a woman during a hallucination does not mean you are trans. If you feel like a guy, like being a guy, and have no desire to be anything other than a guy then you are clearly a guy.
Yes, I've always been a guy and always liked it. But after those hallucinations I've been tense and stressed.
Hallucinations are often completely meaningless. In terms of defining your gender, you said yourself, "I do not feel like a woman and I always felt like a man". That answers it pretty clearly. You're a man.
Don't take dreams to heart too much. I've had plenty of crazy ones that don't affect a thing in my life. If you feel like a guy, then you are one.
I know but the idea of being a woman is brutally invading me even though I do not feel like a woman,this is killing me.
