I am a married mother of two. I have been with my husband for over twenty years. I have not slept with my husband for more than a year and probably once in two years and don't think I love him anymore and certainly don't fancy him anymore. Last week I slept with a woman and now I feel like I am going crazy. It has bought up all kinds of feelings in me. I have contacted a woman on Craigslist and we have been sending each other erotic emails and are getting to the picture stage. I am tempting to meet her. I have purchased my first vibrator and am masturbating a few times a day. I am aroused constantly. I feel as though I have woken up. I am scared though. I feel as though I have opened a big bag of trouble and need to close it. I have never bought a sex toy and now have four. What has happened to me?
