Yesterdays thread was just me trying to get the frustration of my mother's disappointing reaction to my coming out. I feel kind of guilty to be honest considering there's parents who kick out their children or send them to conversion therapy or harass them. I should still be thankful that my mother's not a bigot. The way she denied my gender just irritated me so much and made me realize how far away transitioning and being myself really are that I had to let my anger out somehow (I have some anger issues). Maybe it was because of how many thoughts of transitioning I am/was having recently and how this kind of made me wake up to reality. In addition, I was already stressed out from schoolwork and the like and this just tipped me off the edge. I shouldn't have acted so irrationally. I'm not actually gonna leave the forum since this place is really a source of hope for me and taking that out of my life wouldn't help me one bit.
(*hug*) It's fine, everyone's got those moments. I'm happy you're feeling better now. Telling your mom is at least one step forward, I think you're very brave. And... it's quite common for parents to dismiss those things as phases, so don't worry about it.
Takes a big person to apologize, even if it wasn't something you had to apologize for--trust me when I say most of us understand. Glad you're staying.
We all have most likely said one (at least) regrettable thing here.. I went on a rant about pro feminism and I paid the price