Hey! For most of my life I've identified as a woman, but a few years back I started feeling that gender-neutral pronouns fitted me just as well - if not more so - than female ones? But I never acted on this cause I was at school (a religious one) and I was super stressed and I thought nothing of it? But recently I've had time to think and I've learned more about gender and ive been considering my feelings about this and I've been feeling for a while now that neutral terms fit me much better than female ones? But I still lean towards girly things (jewellery, facial care, occasional make up, high heels etc)...also I've also been feeling more...idk how to say it - masculine? Like, I bind most days and I wear male clothing and put my hair up to make it seem like I have short cropped hair and I find myself wishing I was a man at times...is that genderfluid? Or bigender? Or something similar?
Hey spacechann You could be bigender (male + agender) or maybe a demiboy. Genderfluid could also work but I think bigender is a bit more accurate at this point, you could still use genderfluid if you prefer that label though If the desire to be male sometimes has only been a recent discovery, maybe it would be a good idea to continue experimenting with binding and also with male pronouns or a name to see how you feel? Questioning can be super hard so don't stress if it takes a while to figure it all out. Good luck ^^