DISCLOSURE: This is about sex and attraction. Maybe TMI for some. For a very long time now I have identified as a butch lesbian. Only ever dating women. Yet I have always had a strange attraction to men. I dont like to talk about it because well Im a butch lesbian Im not suppost to like guys. I have had sex with men and enjoy some of it but as soon as a penis is introduced my body looses all interest. Sense coming out as trans I thought that maybe Im attracted to men because I want to look like them but recently I have been thinking there is more to it. I am attracted to men yet penises are a big turn off.... I just dont understand how my brain works sometimes. I know this is a little TMI but its been on my mind so much lately that I had to get it out. I dont normally see forums like this. Dont want to make anyone uncomfortable.
