I'm pretty certain that I'm genderfluid, because I can go from feeling very male and like I would be perfectly happy transitioning to female to anything in between. But for some reason, I keep convincing myself that it's not real and I'm making it up? Like its hard to explain, but I could feel male and realize that, but my brain could still be like "stop faking it, stop, your just a girl or your trans". Why can't I accept that I'm genderfluid?