Why am I always the weird one? I'm the only one of my friends who's queer, and no one in my shcool is trans or non binary. Why am I both? I was already so different from my friends and the other people at school, why do I have to deal with this too? I don't want to be different or special, I just want to be normal.
Don't beat yourself up. You are just as normal as anyone else. Being gay or trans doesn't make you not normal. Okay?
Being LGBT+ doesn't make you weird or special. And besides, there's nothing wrong with being weird or special. ^^
Don't think of this as being a bad thing. Being LGBT+ should be something to be proud of because you were born this way and it's just one of the things that makes you unique.
@ timelord: I feel you. Gifted, aromantic bi and a trans dude. Shit happens. But as pan you have a similar destiny like me, so you can just wait until you fall in love with the opposite gender as which you currently live a there's a lot of "weirdness" taken away.