uh, transitioning... How do we go about this exactly? Where I am now - I am living overseas, have more or less accepted the fact that I'm trans now. Have dysphoria most days, and try to combat it with clothes, appearance etc. but I don't pass. I've given up on trying a fair bit, because it makes me feel worse if I try and still can't. Soo... What would the next step be? Basically, I want to get on a low dose of T, not sure about top surgery yet because I hardly need to bind. I dont particularly want to go to gender therapy because I'm not big on talking about feelings and dysphoria and stuff, but I feel like this is a requirement... Basically, I've accepted that in trans. I can't keep living as I am now the rest of my life :eusa_doh:. What do i/can I do?
If you don't want to talk about your feelings, perhaps you could write it down in a book or something, and then keep it to yourself or share it when you need/want to. If you are safe to do so, if someone gets your gender wrong just say "I'm a guy" casually.