This morning I was trying to work out why I've been wanting to present like my cousin for the past week or so, and ultimately I came to the conclusion that I had a crush on him. But then I noticed that some of the feelings I had as part of the crush were also feelings I’d had during some (but not all) of my previous gender shifts when I’d felt female and good about it, on occasions which weren’t triggered by or related to other people at all. I don’t get it. Am I simply mislabelling my feelings? I tried to sort it all out at lunch but by then somehow the crush had worn off. :dry:
