I've identified as a genderfluid demiboy for a very long time. Only my friends know that I'm genderfluid, but I've never told anyone about being a demiboy. (side note: demiboy is described as a gender identity that is partly boy, and can identify as another gender as well as feeling partially male) Because, honestly, I'm questioning it. I'm not sure if i'm a genderfluid demiboy or a genderfluid boy. I don't doubt the genderfluid part, because I still go through phases, and my gender still changes over time. But I still feel divided on whether I'm a demiboy or just a transboy that's genderfluid. Is there anyway I can tell? Or does it even matter at all the specificity of my gender?
Speaking from my perspective, no, it doesn't really matter. For example, I just call myself non binary. Don't beat yourself up and try to enjoy things as they come.