I know this is a long process and I accept that this is a journey that I have no choice but to travel. But it's so damn exhausting to go through each step. And none of it is easy! Typically the family stuff has been hard, why would that be easy for me! Even the private gender clinic stuff is frustrating! I just want this to be over and done with, so I can get on to actually feeling like a man. But the anger and frustration is killer.
Even though it is very hard and challenging, and there will be a lot of moments where you would just prefer giving up, don't. At the end of the journey, you'll be so proud of all the efforts you put into it, because the harder something is to accomplish, the more satisfaction you'll gain in the end. So everything you're doing right now is definitely worth it, even if it's hard. You're not alone in this. Stay strong!
Sorry for the outburst, I just feel quite alone in how I'm perceiving all of this. It's all such a struggle.
You are not alone, Kal. This is a struggle, and it is okay to let it piss you off. But keep your head, and keep doing what you're doing. It is only a matter of time before the world will see you as you are. You've made it this far, you can make it on victory lap. We are routing for you brother.
