I was born a girl. I was a tomboy for the whole of my young life. but then I started developing breasts and I got my first period and I was happy about it. but for about a year now I've been questioning my gender. I sometimes wish I had a penis and no breasts and was muscular and tall and had a deep voice. other times I want to dress like a "boy" but I still feel like a girl. and others I feel normal like I never just went through this. I only want to be a boy around the time my period is coming/half way or at the beginning of the month. when I think of sex, I picture myself as the man doing the stuff to a girl. I never picture myself as a girl for this. am I genderfluid or just a girl?
carter01219, Hmmm...I find it kind of hard to offer you a "label," just via your post. Not that anyone can really label you, but yourself. However, the fact that you have these feelings around your period/hormonal cycles could be related to some sort of unconscious dissatisfaction with your femininity. Obviously, men don't have to deal with that sort of female thing! So it could be a desire to not have to deal with all of those emotional upheavals and monthly physical changes. Just a thought. I think everyone is curious about what it would be like to be the opposite gender to some degree. Just because you are tomboyish and would like to dress like a boy, doesn't mean you are automatically not a girl. I would consider reading more threads in this forum and continuing your research online/through books. Maybe that will make things clearer for you. Sebby45