* strong dysphoria language warning idk does anyone else feel like their body is wierdly stretched out? i guess more for trans men but like i feel like my chest is just like useless fat blobs. feel like a cow. really disturbed by them. and like my hips are probs fine but they feel massive and obvious markers that i wasnt born male ...
I think this is similar to what you're describing, but I often feel like my chest is just weird extra fat on my chest like I would have if I were overweight, and it looks very out of place on my underweight body. At times it can be very unsettling. It's like looking in the mirror and seeing that you're really fat in weirdly specific places, even though you know you're not.
Uurrrgh I feel you. I hate bras but sometimes I wear them just so that I don't have to feel the weight of my 36C boobs slowing crushing me to death. AND SOMETIMES WHEN IM NOT THINKING ABOUT THEM I'LL BEND OVER AND THEY'LL BRUSH SOMETHING AND I'LL HAVE A CONNIPTION. AND BUMPY CAR RIDES. THAT IS THE MOST DE-MASCULATING, HUMILIATING SHIT. And don't even get me started on hips. I swear to god if I get one more "you have child bearing hips" comment Im gonna throw myself off a fucking bridge. I did not choose this, oh god, why me. sorry for swear this is something I am passionate about.
It's funny, I've always had a very small chest so I never got terrible dysphoria because it was pretty easy to appear flat, however a few years ago I got sick and lost about 25 pounds on my already small figure... I'm a few pounds underweight today but still healthy, just obviously thin since I never gained it back, but I looked at some old pictures of myself and noticed how prominent it was that just that tiny bit of extra fat was distributed on my hips and thighs and chest and I thought I looked so disgusting and wrong for a boy...
Rip fam I feel ya. Who tf shoved up in photoshop and stretched weird parts of our bodies? ...I've gotten to the point of almost always binding that when my mother makes me dress feminine, I've knocked stuff over because I forget they even exist?
