New relationship and I'm being introduced to her friends etc. It makes me feel a bit dysphoric that I don't pass because I'm pre T and people are using the correct pronouns. I feel like a fraud because my voice is a woman's and I'm clearly not yet a man. It brings on the facial hair, voice and body dysmorphia big time. I'm not small by any means but I want to be imposingly big. And I'm not yet. Hate that I sit there and feel out of place.
I'm sorry Kal. How soon before you can start T? I think it is great that you have found an accepting girlfriend, though!
