Sometimes I'll wake up and feel very feminine. I'll wear a ton of makeup, do my hair, put on a dress, and walk around like that and be comfortable. Other days I'll slap on a binder/compression bra and wear jeans and a flannel with a backwards baseball cap because I'll feel extremely masculine. But most of the time I'll wake up, put on a little makeup and just wear jeans and a t-shirt because I won't really feel feminine or masculine. The problem is that no matter what I do or how I express myself, I always feel a little bit wrong. Whenever I'll look in the mirror I won't feel 100% comfortable with myself. I've also gone about changing my name from my very feminine birth name to a more gender-neutral one, which has helped my dysphoria A TON, but the pronouns and expression turmoil still keeps me down. Any suggestions on how to not feel so uncomfortable with myself?
