So first of all, it seems like I feel the best about my gender when I’m sitting down and not really talking to anyone. I’m not really sure because I don’t really have voice dysphoria or any dysphoria in general. It sometimes seems like my gender could be described with a really big shrug. Also, today I was thinking about how masculine I was feeling, and then-even though I’m really really gay- I got the sudden feeling that if I were to date a girl it would be pretty straight. It’s weird because it really wouldn’t. I’m very gay (which in my case means liking girls and enbies) yet here I am.
