Pronouns don't bother me, but my feelings of how I look from when I was post 20 does. Testosterone messed me up. I don't see my face in the mirror, I see a freakshow. I use to be happy even when I was more feminine looking in childhood. The hard looking face don't match me personally. My face makes others treat me like someone I don't understand and don't want to know. I'm dead inside and tired of being looked at as gay. Even though I never had sexual relationships with the same sex.... and don't care for women either sexualy. I'm starting to think I have different issues that people can't relate to.. but yet hate my Penis. I'm messed up. Need to talk to counselor more... :bang: