Am I going to regret this?

The thing that one of my mom's trans friend doesn't like is feeling unnatural, but everyone feels different. The early stages of transition will be hard, but I think you'll be happy in the end. Congratulations on starting T!

 

There will be times that you regret it as we all regret important decisions that we made at those times when we are struggling, however, regrets are fleeting and during the happier moments, when you feel whole and true to yourself, the decision will feel like the most important decision you ever made. Most of the time, it will just be a part of your life, something that you take for granted because life goes on, you develop routine and the testosterone and everything that it represents is part of that routine. We tend to fall into patterns of behavior and many aspects of our lives become automatic. This is one such thing but overall, from stories of others, it's something that will make your life better in the long run and that's why choosing to take it is most likely the correct decision. We can't know what the future will bring, all we can do is stack the odds in our favour and roll the dice and hope that things work out for us in the end.

Goodluck. (*hug*)

 

Yooo I'm having my first shot tomorrow too! Happy T day to us! I'm so damn pumped I've been waiting years for this day. I've heard that a lot of guys get nervous and end up doubting themselves just before but you said yourself, you're sure of yourself, you're damn happy that the day is finally here and dude you're going to start seeing the man you are in the mirror! I think that once you get it done all the worries will be behind you and it'll just be excitement and relief that you've finally started medically transitioning. Try to relax and distract yourself tonight, don't get yourself worked up about it.