So I've been wondering about my gedner. I think I'm trans but Im not sure. For example I just dont care about my gender but when someone calles me a boys name or mistakes me for a boy or uses he/him pronouns it makes me feel so good about myself. Like once this guy in a shop said to me and my other trans friend excuse me gents and it honestly made me feel so good. But then I hate the disadvantages of transition. It makes me wish to be born as a boy.