I am cis-male, but gender seems pretty... irrelevant. At least to me.

First of all, hi, this is my first thread on here (already liking the place), and I look forward to 'booting and helping others myself

Even though I've only had experiences with girls, I consider myself pansexual, since I can feel genuine attraction towards any variation of person. As I always say, minds don't have genders, bodies do. And I'm proud of it. Hell, in a way, I've made myself go from hetero to pan- by forcing myself to see the attractiveness in all people, rather than just be satisfied with one gender. As greedy as I am open-minded, huh.
Gender identity is another thing. I was born biologically male and I accept myself as a male. BUT. I know very well the difference between biological sex and gender identity. I am cis-male. But what does that mean to me? I don't really go after what's "considered male" or avoid what's "considered femme". I'll have a beer if I want to, play with my hair if I feel like it, cross my legs "both ways" depending on what I feel comfortable.. When somewhat drunk and less afraid of judgement, this is true tenfold. I feel as if there wouldn't be much of a difference if I was a girl. I'd still be the same good-old me, acting the exact same way.

I'm not trans-, but what if I were? What would change if I identified with being female? In the extreme, saying that I comply with a gender feels like I'm implying the ol' "women do the dishes, with soap opera breaks and men go work in the football..factory...of beer".
Especially when alone, when I am "what I am in the dark", I don't feel of any gender. I won't do this just because it's a guy thing or avoid that because girls do it. I feel free from those things. Only thing limiting me is the close-mindedness of those around me. But even then I don't REALLY force myself to act some way other than my innate code. I feel like I am a complete human, encompassing both/all/neither of the genders. I pity those that won't wear their hoodies around their waist because they heard women do it or that will avoid complimenting a person of the same gender for fear of sounding "gay".

I don't even feel a need to label myself, since I don't much care for the inaccuracy of most, since we're all a shade between two or more. But I'm very interested in this. What fits me best? Just a guy with a high disregard for tradition and norms or some sort of genderfluid being?

Thanks in advance,
Morn'

 

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