Okay, I'm in college, and there's this upper year guy that I'm attracted to for some time now (a year actually). In the past, he did some things where I can at least guess that he likes me too (i.e. at my periph. vision, I know he stares at me, when i look back, he turns his face down and smiles. He changes his voice to a softer kinda tone when he talks to me, diff. from other people that he used to talk to. and he always wants me to notice him/talk to him, if i did not, he throws a tantrum). During the resume of classes this sem (just after the summer), he saw me at the building where we used to have our classes in the previous sem. Maybe bec. he didn't see me the whole summer, or something of the sort, he looked at me with such passion and intensity, as if he really missed me for all his life. But I guess, i was in a bad shape that day that I didn't really talked to him (he was with his batchmates anyway). And then there! Suddenly he just stopped talking to me, and up to now he doesn't. But still, I can feel that he terribly misses me, and he still stares at me whenever he thinks I'm not looking. I just miss so much but I'm so shy (and I think he also is), plus the pride that's why we don't talk. In one of my classes, his seat is just next to me, and whenever he arrives, my heart stops! I also notice that he fidgets alot, as if he's so nervous that I'm near him, or as if he tries his best to fight off what he feels (repressed feelings) when I'm near. Please help, coz i think i'm in love with him. I just miss him and I want him back. There are times when he sits next to me that I just want to devour his lips with kisses. Please help. :icon_sad:
