I'll get to the point. I can't for the life of me cross dress. My boobs won't allow it. I wear a 34DDD. Yes three D's, but to top it off, I still overflow in that cup size. When i was about thirty pounds heavier, I assumed as i lost weight i'd lose it from my breasts as well. No, that didn't happen at all. I can see my rib cage, but my boobs have yet to shrink in any way. I have since then tried some very extreme measures, fasting, not eating at all. Nothing has phased them, determined they are. I am too young to have surgery, and i just in general don't like the idea of surgery in any shape or form. As for back issues, i have very few, i have gained a lot of back muscle over the years of execising. And for someone who is physically female, i have a bit of muscle on me. But everytime i try binding, not only does it hurt, and make it hard to breath, i can barely achieve a C-cup. I can't be the first trans person to face a problem similar to this. Any tips on how I can great the illusion of smaller or non-existant breasts? Is there anyway to perhaps layers clothes or something? Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thank you.