Sometimes I feel like a woman trapped in a man’s body. But its only like once a month. I never tell anyone because it’s something even I done understand. I don’t want a vagina or breasts but it sometimes feels like I have them. Sometimes I look at myself when I’m naked and I don’t see a penis, I see a vagina. I don’t want one but that’s what I see. Once a month it looks like a vagina instead of a penis. I sometimes feel like a woman because I’m just more bitchy compared to other boys and I feel like no one listens to me. I have a higher oestrogen level than most guys so I kinda think that makes me closer to female than male. I was in ER once and they counted a very very white cell count and that’s how I found out I have a high oestrogen level. Even if I was to disengage the infection I would still have a very high oestrogen level. To conclude I feel like a woman sometimes but I don’t want the items of the body that come with it e.g. breasts. I also wouldn’t mind a vagina but only because I hate getting boners in geometry class. I do not want to be a woman.
From my regretfully limited knowledge/experience of gender dysphoria, it sounds as if you just have some trans tendencies. As with everything, gender identity need not be absolute black or white, all the time. High estrogen levels sounds like a perfectly reasonable explanation for feeling like a woman, seeing as hormones (and the time for them to act) are almost the only difference between sexes anyway.
