Hi guys, I just started a new job and I'm really scared of being friendly with anyone. I live in a country which is very hostile to gay people so I have to be very careful. Lately things have been tough, I can't really connect with anyone. I just feel trapped and suffocated. I'm still in the closet and I really want to achieve certain goals before I come out to anyone. I just feel really sad that I have to go through all this alone. At least I have this avenue where I can vent my feelings though, this site has helped me a lot, thanks to everyone who has read this.
I'm sorry you're in such a tough situation. I hope you can find some peace, even though it's stressful to be constantly afraid of discovery. We're all here, and we'll always try to help in whatever way we can. Good luck with your new job. You're not alone. (*hug*)
