Hello everyone, First off, I am new here, and this is my first post. I am glad that I found this place, because it seems like what I am about to say is the norm. Here it goes. I am 25 years old and in an incredible relationship with an even more incredible woman. I love her so much. The issue at hand is that I am bisexual. I have known for years, and just tried to push it to the back of my mind. Well, in between my last girlfriend and this girlfriend (there was about a 6 month gap), I decided to finally give in to my bisexual mind. I had been talking to a guy that I knew was gay for a while, so we decided to give it a go. I went to his house, we messed around, and I left. I wasn't sure how I felt afterward, but I never went back to him. The experience itself was great, but something about him was unnerving. Like I said, I never went back or anything, so fast foward a few months, and I find the girl I am with now. Like I said, we are so happy, and I am actually pretty sure that I will marry this girl. Yes, we have our fights, but we always get through them stronger. The problem is that I can't get the thought of being with a man again out of my head. This seems to happen every time I get into a relationship. It is like I need to have what I can't have. It is an insatiable lust. I can't get over it. I find myself more attracted to gay porn than straight, and when my girlfriend isn't home, that is the first thing I do. I would never cheat on her, but I can't lie and say that the thought of it hasn't crossed my mind. When she turns me down because she is tired or something, my mind automatically tells me of how easy it would be to find a guy to give me what I want. I am mostly just looking for anyone that goes through this as much as I do. If anyone can give me any advice, it would be appreciated. Like I said above, I want to marry this girl. I just can't get the lust for men out of my mind. Thanks for reading.
