This will be very long... I'm sorry for this post :< So lately.. I'm becoming a pedo, I'm a 9th grade student and I'm 15. I've been crushing on a elementary dude who's like 12 years old and his 6th grade her sister is my classmate and we're kinda close. I'm not even telling her sister that I have a crush in his younger brother even though she knows I'm gay/bi (whatever they label me) I think she's not homophobic but I just feel like she would be against my attraction for his younger brother considering her brother is just an elementary kid. I really know her family. His older brother is gay. She and her friends found out that his older brother was gay. It bugs me because she as a woman doesn't sometimes act as a lady... There's some days that she acts like a tomboy.... Cause, I read an article saying that there are higher chances for the younger sibling to become gay or whatsoever.... I think I'm just assuming that his younger brother could be gay because just a few weeks ago her brother and I are frequently having accidental 4 second eye contacts in the hallway. I'm not really flirty but I do weird things just to make an excuse of going out of the room and see my crush cause it really brightens up my day when I see him. We have different class schedules. But lately, whenever he passes the room he has this behavior of glancing at our classroom's window (I sit just near those windows) I kinda tingled and smiled like an idiot when he was walking and glancing (his like trying to find somebody) but when he found me near the windows sitting we had that 4 second eye contact again while he is walking... I just feel like we both do excuses and do weird things just to capture each other's attention. We're not really close. But he knows me because I used to go to my classmate's house with her sister of course and I'm sure her sister must've mentioned me to him already. I'm not really good in analyzing a person.. I just wanted some of your opinions on this one. I'm kinda wondering if his either confused or maybe bi/gay? Knowing some clues/answer could make me stop assuming on this sh*t. I feel bad here because I'm crushing on someone who's state of mind is 3 years younger than mine and he isn't even a teenager. Hurray!! For the pedos out there! :lol: Well, any reply would be greatly appreciated. :3
First of all I would not use the term pedo, your only 3 years older than him. It's very likely from what you say that the younger brother may be gay and attracted to you if he likes to look for you all the time and you have those 4 second eye glances. There are a lot of guys who know they are gay when they are 12 or even younger. I speak from experience. When I was 12, I knew I was gay cause I loved to check out guys and liked gay porn. I had no attraction to girls at all sexually other than as friends. When I was 12 my best friend, who was a guy had an older brother who was also 15 at the time who I had a major crush on. I did everything I could to be around him and see him. I would fantasize about being with him sexually. Sadly, I kept myself in the closet and never pursued my desires. The older brother ended up being straight and is engaged to marry a girl. But I still think back to when I was 12 and how I loved to crush on older guys. My advise to you, get to know this dude better and see if anything develops. You never know and the fact that he has an older gay brother will make it easier for you. And 3 years older does not make you a pedo, it's not like he is 6 or something like that. So don't worry about it.
Yeah, I was thinking the same way too.. I'd like to be closer to him... I'm just worried her sister (my classmate) might notice that I'm befriending her brother because I'm interested on him... Her sister appears to be homophobic when it comes to 2 guys having an intimate relationship but she has nothing to say about people being gay. In fact she's just fine about my sexuality.
Shit, that is hardly a pedo. A pedo is a full grown adult like 30 or older, who has a sexual fetish for YOUNG, often prepubescent children. You are only 3 years older then him. When I was in 12th grade, I had a crush on a couple of guys who were freshmen. They were the kind of guys who looked like they were 20 but they were only like 15. They were too young for any kind of relationship, but I didn't feel odd. It's an issue if you are 25 and you are in a relationship with a 15 year old. That's odd.
