I'm not refering to, hitting people, smashing things kind of rage. Maybe a little back story is necessary. My mom died when i was 11, she was the love of my life. I started living with my stepdad( the only father i've known, my biological father died when i was 8 months old) anyway, that relationship did not work out. My stepdad broke off all communication a couple of months ago. I came out to my uncle 2 years ago and he started telling me about hell. My grandmother kind of guiltied me into moving back to her house. She's a nice person but i've had to my neck about the bible and righteous living. On a given day she talks about the bible in almost each and every conversation, even conversations on politics! Don't get me wrong, i identify as christian but that doesnt mean i need to hear about how the bible doesn't encourage ''self admiration. Last night she was talking to a cousin of mine about how she would never accept any of her sons or grandsons dating another man. Right now, i live with her, 3 cousins and 2 nieces. I've always been considered the odd one as i don't like anyone else in my family eg, i've never brought any girl over, i don't beleive in much of the stuff they beleive in, etc. I can't relate to any of them. I often hate going good after school. I feel resentful towards most of them to the point that i feel like i hate them. Hence, i feel like i'm an an angry person. Not really sure i understand the main reasons. Sometimes i feel like in just a cry baby. Sorry for the long post, i just needed to let it all out. ---------- Post added 18th Dec 2013 at 08:57 AM ---------- sorry , few typos.''don't feel like going HOME after school''....'' i'm not like any of my family members''
