Does this sound gay?

I wanted to know if this was a sine that i may be gay i wanted to know because i wanna know if inside i really see men as only friends.

You see when i see a cute girl walk past me i instantly blush my face goes red and i look quickly away i am scared that they will notice and don't want to be seen.
When i simply here there voice and its cute and kind i will blush instantly i don't even gotta see there face. when i think about them i image how cute it would be to have a relationship with a women and how i could always make her smile. I may be the shy type but if i could be brave i would love to find a place to spend a date with her..something different but lovely.

MEN:
When i see a guy i can admit there cute and love there personality i can say there brave and strong and i encourage that i love a guy like that. When i think about a guy no date comes into mind i guess if they made a date for me it would be neat interesting. i like the strength and friendliness of a guy i like to protection feeling. but when i think of "s.e.x" I get all most nothing...not to say i wouldn't but i'm unsure. maybe?...........
yea in my mind i could! but if they where there in front of me uh unsure.
really unsure...i don't think i could i don't think so....:icon_sad: i'd try?
1: Does this sound "Gay"
2: Do you feel this too the blushing thing?

(sorry for the bad spelling)
I had another name here before but i lost it btw just saying...